Approximately
9 days left before the big examination. And 31 shut-eyes away from mere freedom - at least until I start doing anything responsible again.
I've been working my ass off studying the ever-so-famous-downer-subject, History. (Everybody knows your 'working your ass off' phrase means you still have time for Restaurant City and girl stalking, Jaz.) OH WELL. I'm already in the Form 5 syllabus and I haven't gotten started on the model papers. Hm. Am I doomed?
OH And a special greeting to my darling Ezzah. ;)
A very happy belated birthday, twin!
May Allah be on your side and grant all your sweet wishes. <3

I want to work in Aldo! Seriously. >8/Oh, oh! And to fellow Inaians, here is the link to Wan San and Ryan's dance video. Click
here.
PEACE THE FUCK OUTTT.
Jazelia
Why am I acting this way? I am in no SPM mood. Shit.
Fuckyeah
14daystogo. *heart breaks*
Jazelia
Yea yea I know I haven't really studied my ass off. I'm working on it okay! I lost thy momentum like, I don't know, a week ago and it seems like forever to pick up again. UGH!
I'm probably going to settle for a nice outstation vacation after SPM. Or maybe during. Undecided, but will probably apply for jobs in December. I don't know if I'm excited or just indifferent. Because as of now, I feel like it's all out of reach.
20 days to go and I'm dying out of depression. I shouldn't be blogging right now. -.- Screw it. I needed to get this out.
I'm so bloody exhausted of watching people suck. And I'm more exhausted of watching myself plunge through the same issue. Fuck it.
Peace out.
Jazelia
Listening to: Shakira - She WolfGraduation's in a week. SPM is in 4 weeks or so. Sigh. I can really feel the pressure now.
With a throbbing headache pounding at my every thought, I can't seem to pick myself up to consume more knowledge. Heck I can't even pick myself up from the sofa after dragging myself there from my bed. History shit
needs to be digested.
Time to learn some eye make-up tips from Lauren Luke. Should I go for those simple ones? Or should I go Gaga? Yummy. I wish I had more make-up, though.
A belated greeting to chubby-cheeks:
Happy 5 Months!
Another 7 months down the road with you and we'd be forever. <)
The SPM timetable has changed?! I swear I feel like stabbing the ministry a gazillion times right now. Due to the new so-called-timetable, I might end my last paper on the 9th.
How stupid is that? Let me tell you how stupid it is - VERY.
Wednesday, 18/11/09
0800 - 1015 : Bahasa Melayu Paper 1
1100 - 1200 : History Paper 1
1400 - 1630 : Bahasa Melayu Paper 2
Thursday, 19/11/09
0800 - 0945 : English Language Paper 1
1030 - 1245 : English Language Paper 2
1400 - 1630 : History Paper 2
Friday, 20/11/09
0800 - 0915 : English for Science and Technology Paper 1
1000 - 1100 : English for Science and Technology Paper 2
Monday, 23/11/09
0800 - 0915 : Modern Mathematics Paper 1
1000 - 1230 : Modern Mathematics Paper 2
Tuesday, 24/11/09
0800 - 1000 : Islamic Studies Paper 1
1400 - 1540 : Islamic Studies Paper 2
Wednesday, 2/12/09
0800 - 0915 : General Science Paper 1
1000 - 1230 : General Science Paper 2
1400 - 1515 : Visual Art Studies Paper 1
Friday, 4/12/09
0800 - 1100 : Visual Art Studies Paper 2
Wednesday, 9/12/09
0800 - 0915 : Commerce Paper 1
1000 - 1200 : Commerce Paper 2
My headache just got worse.
Peace The Fuck Out! Auu!
Jazelia