Monday, November 15
There must be a reason why. Three years ago, my trust for you went down the drain - dragging along with it were any strong feelings I had for you. Little did I know it was all a sham. A lie. That something really existed. You left me blinded by an absence of reliability. A number of opportunities did you try to make it work. But at the end of every opportunity, I would still be left empty-handed. Maybe the years have worn out any possibility of my trusting you ever again - even if it was with a set of keys.

There must be a reason why it didn't work out back then.

As a human being, I understand why you came back. As a person, I understand how you feel. As your friend, I understand why you did what you did. But as soul, I don't understand why I'm feeling guilty for doing this to you, why this is difficult for me, and why your feelings just don't appeal to me as they did before. A part of me has always cared about you, as someone who I once loved so much. But that's all it is.. and that's all it will be.

I'm sorry, my dear friend.